♥ Love is wonderful...
Love could be...tiring
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know...





That I love you!
I have loved you all along...
And I miss you

We've been away for far too long...
I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't get to see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed...




I needed to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go..



I'm not supposed to love you
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there
I'm not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do
But I'm so sorry
I juz can't help myself...




for I'm in love with you...


♥ PROFILE

An introduction about yourself (:

♥ DESIRES
Carissa!
Cheryl!
Mel!
Andrea!
My new laptop!
Chocolates!
Yes...Belgian Chocolates!
Pizza!
Roti Prata!
Hamsters!
Dogs!
Cats!
Puppies!
Kittens!
Rabbits!
Gunbound!
Brandon!
Dawn jie jie!
Ian!
Khai Shuen(at times)!
ME!
ME!
ME!
My big ego!
Archie comics!
Ah Shuai comics!
Wan Dou comics!
Good exam results!
Being a child!
Not growing up!
Being childish!
My life!
Runescape!
Books!
Crayons!
Colour pencils!
Different coloured pens!
Piano!
Internet!
Computer!
Designing pages!
Breaking (boys' lockers)!
Blue!
My cousins!
Animals which bug boys!
Anything boys hate!
Mum!
Dad!
Love!
Grandpa!
Grandma!
Aunts!
Uncles!
Nice stationery!
New things!
Shopping in bookstores!
Not packing my room!
Relatives!
Martin Luther King's Jr.'s speech!
Being me!
Making my sister cry!
My watches!
My hands!
My legs!
My mouth!
My ears!
My nose!
My fingers!
My toes!
Having blood O+!
Japanese Dramas!
Watching TV!
Being hip and in!
Being with Brandon and Ian and Dawn jie jie!


♥ I beg you, VOTE!


Get your own Poll!

♥ 4EVA FRENZ

Alethea
Ashley
Carissa
Dawn (cousin)
Khai Shing
Khai Shuen (sister)
Gladys
Nikki
Jia Qi
Andrea
Jing Wen
Xiao Lao Shi
6A 2008
friend.
friend.

August 2007
September 2007
November 2007
February 2008
June 2008
August 2008
September 2008


Now Playing... I'll Be There For You By Renbrandts.
Enjoy!
Here are the lyrics:
So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far... things are goin' great

Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

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Saturday, September 20, 2008
9:36 PM




I think carissa will say this to jervis anytime now.

Here is wat I think.




and


Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Tuesday, September 9, 2008
5:36 PM




What Your Name Says About You



Your name says that you are mostly:



Inspiring but melodramatic



Your name also says you are:



Independent but distant

Glamorous but snobby

Ambitious but stubborn

What Does Your Name Say About You?





You Have Your Sarcastic Moments



While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.

In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!

And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.

Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?





Your Love is Based on Commitment



You believe that love is something that develops and grows.

You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.

For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.

You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.



Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily



Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

4:49 PM

I juz changed my Friend Test! Plaese try, k?

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Thursday, September 4, 2008
10:35 AM

Well, yesterday, mel, cheryl, carissa, andrea and I went out. With Careena, Kiasu and mummy of cos'. We went to my house. First thing in the morn' that is. Played the game of life. HAH! I naturally won. Of cos'. WAT DO YOU EXPECT? Everytime they roll the thing off track, I have 50,000. YOU SAY LEH.
Then Ok. Went to Lunch ALL SQUEEZED IN ONE CAR. At this Japanese restaurant. Ok. Should not mention the name. Will tell you why. First we had this steamboat + bbq. OK? And then, well, we took lots of sushi. And raw food to cook. Carissa said she loved chicken wings and we took one for each of us. Since I took them (for Carissa),
I cooked. Then my mummy gave me beef. Last time cannot eat beef one lor. Now can liao. AND I, being a kind soul, devoured it in few seconds or so. Then the chicken wings were ready. Well... ALMOST! Cheryl's one was stil... a little raw. As for Carissa's, I MADE SURE THAT IT HAD EXTRA COOKING DONE ESPECIALLY FOR IT. Mine was fine though. I recall MEL AND CARISSA (me very furious), taking 8 I reapeat 8 EGGS TO EXPERIMENT WITH. I was the lab mouse. Ate all the eggs. First rotten egg, I ate. Second rotten egg, I ate. Third egg, I ate three quarters. Cheryl and Andrea shared the Last quarter. Mel didn't think it was nice, so another one. THIS TIME, they added so much salty sauce thing. This one I ate half. HALF MY LUNCH WAS EGGS! Yes, I made chicken specially for mel and Carissa, pork specially for Cheryl. But I could not find Sotong for Andrea.
Wo men zuo de qui xin shi is, WE POURED MORE THAN 400g of food into a plastic bag so my mummy did not have to pay for the wasted food!!! HAHAHA! I laughed so hard my stomacdh hurt. But end up, I was the one who carried it out. Carissa lah, SUGGEST DUNNO DUNNO WAT. I even took my Kipling bag along to make it convincing we all were going for a nice long walk. Then the other four ah, stroll out like ruo wu qi shi. WITHOUT THEIR BAGS! My mum did not noe why we were laughing and yet still laughed. That made me laugh harder.
For dessert, we fried ice-cream. XDXD. I had the largest servings. So angry at the two Oinkers who told me I was not cooking the right way. You noe, That man and that lady. So i cooked more. Mel was like wow! andrea was juz saying da dao li like her boyfren and cheryl and carissa were oinking like pigs... or sotong huh? I had two chocolates. AND 1 passion fruit.
Then after that, we went cinema. HAHAHA! So fun sia,

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Tuesday, September 2, 2008
3:23 PM




You See the World Through Green Colored Glasses



You live your life with generosity. You feel like your life is abundant, and you are very giving toward those around you.

You judge all your interactions through the lens of harmony. You figure you have something to learn from everyone, and you listen well.



You face challenges with a persistent attitude. You can see the prize at the end of the road, and you have the strength to get there.

You see love as the utmost expression of self-esteem. You have to love yourself before you can truly love someone else.



At your worst, you are greedy and selfish. You love money more than you'd like to admit.

You are happiest when you are in nature. You appreciate the feeling of balance that being outdoors brings you.





There's a Chance You Could Be Violent



Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.

Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.

Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.





The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to obedience and warmth.



In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.



You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.



Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.



In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Tuesday, August 26, 2008
4:19 PM




What Your Black Outfit Means



You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste.

You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes.

You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you!



Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana



Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses






Your Beauty Element is Air



You're quirky, fresh, and fashionable in a surprising way.

You have a beauty that's all your own, and it changes as quickly as the wind!






You Are 60% Weird



You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?

But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!






Your Envy Quotient: 9%



Envious? You? No way!

You're happy with what you've got going on, and what someone else has doesn't change that.

When people succeed, you are happy for them. You know you'll get yours eventually!






You Are % Lady



You're part lady, part modern woman.

Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.






Your Inner Child Is Angry



You're not an angry person.

But when you don't get your way, watch out.

Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.

Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.






Your Slanguage Profile



Aussie Slang: 75%



Canadian Slang: 75%



British Slang: 50%



Prison Slang: 50%



Southern Slang: 50%



New England Slang: 25%






You Should Learn Swedish



Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general.

Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!






Your Love Number is 8



Your confidence and passion draws people in.

You've got a powerful personality, and you tend to take the lead in relationships.

Protective and dominant, you like to keep a short leash on your sweetie.

And that works out well for you, as long as you don't get with another strong personality!






Your True Love Is a Capricorn



Why you'll love a Capricorn:



Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart.

Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one!



Why a Capricorn will love you:



You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait.

Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.






Your True Birth Month Is December



Logical

Patriotic

Ambitious

Not egoistic

Loves praise

Loves to joke

Fun to be with

Not pretending

Loves attention

Short tempered

Hates restrictions

Loves to socialize

Loves to be loved

Loyal and generous

Impatient and hasty

Changing personality

Good sense of humor

Honest and trustworthy

Influential in organizations

Takes high pride in oneself

Active in games and interactions






You Are A Green Girl



You feel most at home in a world of ideas.

You're curious and logical - and enjoy a good intellectual challenge.

You're super cool, calm, and collected. Very little tries your patience.

Your only fear? People not realizing how smart and able you are!






You Are 76% Good



You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.

And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.

If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.

Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.



You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself



Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader



To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you






Your Lucky Love Color is Black



When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.

You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.

And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.

Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.






Virgo - Your Love Profile



Your positive traits:



You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.

You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.

A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.



Your negative traits:



Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer

You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well

You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.



Your ideal partner:



Values success in life as much as you do

Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood

Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic



Your dating style:



Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.



Your seduction style:



You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited

You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets

A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love



Tips for the future:



Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.

Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.

Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.



Best color to attract mate: Navy blue



Best day for a date: Wednesday






You Should Be A Cancer



What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous



What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand



In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection



In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support



Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure



Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood



You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese






You Are Mint Green



Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well.

Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations.

You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life.

Your future may hold any number of exciting things, and you're ready for all of them!






You Should Be a Politician



Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it.

Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular.

And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions.

A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way.



You do best when you:



- Work according to your own rules

- Can change the world with what you do



You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host.

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Monday, August 25, 2008
1:52 PM




You Are 54% Impulsive



You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless.

You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments.

And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does!






You Are 76% Spoiled



You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough.

No doubt about it, you're living the good life. Maybe a little too good!






You Have Low Self Esteem 20% of the Time



You have high exceptionally high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.

You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all.






Your Love Quote



Love is made by two people, in different kinds of solitude. It can be in a crowd, but in an oblivious crowd.






You Follow Your Heart



You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.

You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.

Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.

You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.

Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind






Your Power Level is: 92%



You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally.

You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little).






Your Depression Level: 44%



You seem to have mild depression.

A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment.

If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.






You Are the Ego



You take a balanced approach to your life.

You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.

But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.

You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.






You are 100% Virgo








Your Rising Sign is Aries



You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started.

Confident and honest, you're the one to say what everyone else is thinking.



You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things.

You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful.



Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you.

But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway!






You Should Be With a Water Sign!



Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces



Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship

And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can

Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing

A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.






Never Date an Aries



Impatient, restless, and selfish - it's a lot of work to make an Aries happy.

And if you drop the ball, your Aries will be gone faster than you can say "I'm sorry"!



Instead try dating: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, or Pisces






You Like Names that Are Retro and Fashionable



You like names that are from the past but becoming modern again.

Names with a strong history are very appealing to you.



You're a big believer in giving children very adult sounding names.

You're not a fan of nicknames or newfangled spellings.



Some female names you might like: Audrey, Emma, Fiona, Georgia, Isabelle, Naomi, Rosemary, and Veronica



Some male names you might like: Brendan, Colin, Ethan, Jared, Kenneth, Martin, and Nathaniel






Your Personality Is



Rational (NT)




You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.

You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!



Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.

In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.



You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.

Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.



In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.



At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.



With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.



As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.



On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.



Dun Xiang Wai okay? Go have fun!

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..